“Too much self-centred attitude, you see, brings, you see, isolation. Result: loneliness, fear, anger. The extreme self-centred attitude is the source of suffering.”

Somebody once said to me, “I bet you enjoy your privacy.” I didn’t reply.

Because there is a downside to being the person you are. It is only recently that I realised that people are in awe of me. They are afraid. They want to talk. But they daren’t.

And you end up being on your own wishing that somebody, anybody, will be brave enough to sit down beside you and hold a conversation.

But they never do.

“It is cruel, you know, that music should be so beautiful. It has the beauty of loneliness of pain.”

I messaged bad boy Jamie and told him that I missed him. But he was probably asleep and never answered.